nobody's shout

There's something I hate the most from boys, mostly. Im not gonna tell you what is that thing exactly, but Im just gonna implicitly tell you from this dialogue, taken from Heart String: Lee Shin (boy) : Gyu Won.. Gyu Won (girl) : mmm? Lee Shin : About you liking me, dont give up. Gyu Won : What? Lee Shin : About you liking me, Im telling you not to give up. Gyu Won : What do you mean? You.. Do you like me? Lee Shin : (doesn't say any single word) Gyu Won : Are you saying that even though you don't like me, you want me to continue liking you?! What? Don't kid yourself! Who do you think you are?! You think all the women in the world are like that? Narcissism also has limit. Yeah, that's it. I bet everyone is happy if being loved by many people. But please, can you just stop playing around with their feelings? Be a gentleman, guys. Well, if you wanna play it like a game, so come on lets play -Paramore . I've been playing. I've been...

when you know that you've been changing a lot and you suddenly miss the old you, but she can't come back when you try to force yourself doing something for other people sake when you know that what you're doing is kinda hard but you still want to do it when you realize that your advice to a friend is happening to you know, but you can do nothing when everything feels so wrong.... I just wanna go to nowhere, where no one can find me.

Jengah kulihat rangkaian kata, rentetan peristiwa dalam ilusi Memperindah asa, mematikan hati Aku benci sunyi Aku tak ingin mati Jika mati adalah sunyi, maka aku akan jadi sang dewi Mencari embun tuk hidupkan nadi Sunyi adalah hitam Sepi adalah pekat Maka kulihat sebaris semut memburu madu Apa perlu kutawarkan madu itu agar mereka sepi? Tapi aku bosan sepi Aku ingin mereka teriak Pecahkan rongga hati yang lama membeku Sunyi, sepi, adalah seni Hanya ia dan pemiliknya kan mengerti

I express my feelings through words, dont care whether you'll understand or not

Diam-diam       Berawal dari ketidakinginanku       Aku tak ingin menjadi salah satu dari mereka       Aku tak ingin mereka ada Diam-diam       Ku ingin pergi       Semakin terjerembab       Tak kuasa melawan Diam-diam       Inginku       Hanya aku

Tiga ratus enam puluh derajat sebelum saat ini Tak ada bayang yang kini tak pernah hilang Aku di tepi laut yang sebenarnya tak bertepi Bertemankan buih ombak dan angin kencang yang tak kunjung diam Lemah ku ikuti arusnya Menari di atas angin Terhempas terbawa ombak Sakit, tapi aku tak beranjak Bertemankan buih ombak, aku tertatih meraih tepi Perlahan buih pergi menyisakan samudera Tepi itu hanyalah tipuan fatamorgana Aku tersesat di samudera tak bertepi Samudera yang ku ciptakan sendiri Jam pasir berputar Jarum pun mengubah arahnya Samudera tanpa tepi telah mengering Buih ombak, angin, semuanya pergi Meninggalkan bayangan yang kelak menjadi kawan “Aku tak ingin ke Samudera lagi” teriakku Bayangan itu diam Perlahan mengajakku bangkit Menelusuri jembatan duri Membawaku ke samudera indah yang sesungguhnya Ia menyadarkanku bahwa samudera pasti bertepi Tepi itu nyata, dan suatu saat aku pasti sampai di sana