nobody's shout

There's something I hate the most from boys, mostly. Im not gonna tell you what is that thing exactly, but Im just gonna implicitly tell you from this dialogue, taken from Heart String: Lee Shin (boy) : Gyu Won.. Gyu Won (girl) : mmm? Lee Shin : About you liking me, dont give up. Gyu Won : What? Lee Shin : About you liking me, Im telling you not to give up. Gyu Won : What do you mean? You.. Do you like me? Lee Shin : (doesn't say any single word) Gyu Won : Are you saying that even though you don't like me, you want me to continue liking you?! What? Don't kid yourself! Who do you think you are?! You think all the women in the world are like that? Narcissism also has limit. Yeah, that's it. I bet everyone is happy if being loved by many people. But please, can you just stop playing around with their feelings? Be a gentleman, guys. Well, if you wanna play it like a game, so come on lets play -Paramore . I've been playing. I've been...

If it's called LOVE , it ain't that strong. but if I say it's not, it means I'm telling lie Lately, I have been enjoying teasing myself. I just can't describe what my heart is telling me. It certainly didn't same with what I've felt before. yeah, it isn't that strong. But if he's just nobody, why can he bring so many influences for me? why can he make my mood goes up and down just like roller coaster? or is it just because I'm on my way to let him go? Yeah as you know that the hardest part is letting go.

J J source: http://weheartit.com

Im seventeen, but I havent found what life is actually Im seventeen, but I haven’t done something useful for others Im seventeen, but I haven’t made any great work Im seventeen, but I cant give good example to people around me Im seventeen, but Im still asking everything to my parents So, Am I seventeen? Do I deserve enough to be mature? What have I been doing during these seventeen years living in the earth? Life is too short to keep complaining Let’s start to live our life This life is just too short to waste our time doing something useless Be mature, everyone  J

Bulid me up, tear me down, build me up, tear me down. It’s just like a cycle. And now, I’m in uncertainty. They know exactly where they wanna go. They know what’s the  thing they are struggling for. Me? Still in this uncertainty. I always pray for the best to God. Between those two choices, I hope to get the best one. Is this the best choice God gives to me? But why am I feeling it’s unfair? I just need an answer which will take me out from this uncertainty. A certain answer. So I beg, dont you ask where I’ll go. Or you’ll see my tears falling.