If it's called LOVE, it ain't that strong. but if I say it's not, it means I'm telling lie

Lately, I have been enjoying teasing myself.

I just can't describe what my heart is telling me.

It certainly didn't same with what I've felt before. yeah, it isn't that strong. But if he's just nobody, why can he bring so many influences for me? why can he make my mood goes up and down just like roller coaster?

or is it just because I'm on my way to let him go? Yeah as you know that the hardest part is letting go.