nobody's shout

“...for we are one big family, there will always be time for sharing and caring for each other, even when we are far apart...” (Spread Our Wings, Putera Sampoerna Foundation Family's Anthem) Haven’t met them—my beloved big family— for about 6 months really drove me crazy *agak-lebay-memang*. Yes I missed them so much, but I won't push you to read my pathetic grievance during that missing-them-period. I’m gonna bring you to that unforgettable moment when we were laughing, hugging, kissing , and making scandals (again), together, in SatU (Sampoerna Academy to University). Since we are really professional committee *sorry for being conceited, but we really are :p*, we could prepare everything for SatU without meeting each other. Guess how we coordinate? Via facebook for sure, big thanks to Mark Zuckerberg anyway :D  The night before the event, we prepared the decoration. We stayed awake till 1 a.m. (actually we worked for about two hours only, but we need to hold a s...

There's something I hate the most from boys, mostly. Im not gonna tell you what is that thing exactly, but Im just gonna implicitly tell you from this dialogue, taken from Heart String: Lee Shin (boy) : Gyu Won.. Gyu Won (girl) : mmm? Lee Shin : About you liking me, dont give up. Gyu Won : What? Lee Shin : About you liking me, Im telling you not to give up. Gyu Won : What do you mean? You.. Do you like me? Lee Shin : (doesn't say any single word) Gyu Won : Are you saying that even though you don't like me, you want me to continue liking you?! What? Don't kid yourself! Who do you think you are?! You think all the women in the world are like that? Narcissism also has limit. Yeah, that's it. I bet everyone is happy if being loved by many people. But please, can you just stop playing around with their feelings? Be a gentleman, guys. Well, if you wanna play it like a game, so come on lets play -Paramore . I've been playing. I've been...

As a freshwoman, I still cant do all the things I want. I have to be patient to live my first-year-college-life and wait till I (oh no, we) are accepted *sigh. but wait, there's a miracle coming up :)) Materials and Metallurgical Engineering Freshmen have held a spectacular event in this 2013. This event was named #KABAR (Kajian Akbar). it's actually a KPP of Pearlite (I wont explain more about it, cause it'll take sooo looong time) :p the poster So this #KABAR had a theme "Happy New Year; So What? -_-" which was brought by a very great Ustadz, his name is Ustadz CHR. Bangun Samudra. I really like the way he delivered his speech, it could take my boredom away anyway :D "As Moslem, we must hold tight our belief. Our New Year is on Muharram 1st not on January 1st . In celebrating Hijriyah New Year, we should do positive things such as reading Al-Quran, joining in Kajian Islam, and doing self-evaluation. Doing negative things to celebrate New Year isn...

If it's called LOVE , it ain't that strong. but if I say it's not, it means I'm telling lie Lately, I have been enjoying teasing myself. I just can't describe what my heart is telling me. It certainly didn't same with what I've felt before. yeah, it isn't that strong. But if he's just nobody, why can he bring so many influences for me? why can he make my mood goes up and down just like roller coaster? or is it just because I'm on my way to let him go? Yeah as you know that the hardest part is letting go.

You've been on my mind, I grow fonder every day Lose myself in time just thinking of your face God only knows why it's taken me so long to let my doubts go You're the only one that I want I don't know why I'm scared , I've been here before Every feeling, every word, I've imagined it all You'll never know if you never try To forget your past and simply be mine I dare you to let me be your, your one and only Promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms So come on and give me a chance To prove I am the one who can walk that mile Until the end starts If I've been on your mind, you hang on every word I say Lose yourself in time at the mention of my name Will I ever know how it feels to hold you close And have you tell me whichever road I choose you'll go I know it ain't easy giving up your heart I know it ain't easy giving up your heart Nobody's perfect (I know it ain't easy giving up your heart) Trust me, I've learned it Nobody...

hey finally I could watch Perahu Kertas. and what i can say after reading the book and watching the movie is that.... I  ' h a t e '  K u g y jalan kita mungkin berputar, tapi suatu saat, entah kapan, kita pasti punya kesempatan jadi diri kita sendiri :)  (Perahu Kertas)

Jika kalian sering menemukanku menyuarakan tentang "keluar dari zona nyaman dan hadapi tantangan" ya I do like it. i do like to challenge myself to leave my comfort zone. Dan jika ada dari kalian yang menjadikannya sebuah senjata untuk menyerangku balik, that's fine. Tapi ada satu dua hal yang kalian harus mengerti tentang apa yang kumaksud dengan challenge di sini. well, I bet everyone knows what challenge means. Tantangan. But what I meant in every word I said about it wasnt that limited. tantanglah diri kita untuk menemukan hal yang baru . tentu hal yang baru di sini bukan dalam artian negatif. bukan juga untuk hal yang useless dan unimportant. nuffsaid . realistis if there's someone who challenges you to do something which you-get-nothing-from-it, will you still do it? be realistic. priority Im not good at this part. However, this challenge-thingy should be based on our priority. jika ada hal lain yang lebih penting dan harus dilakukan ter...