nobody's shout

You've been on my mind, I grow fonder every day Lose myself in time just thinking of your face God only knows why it's taken me so long to let my doubts go You're the only one that I want I don't know why I'm scared , I've been here before Every feeling, every word, I've imagined it all You'll never know if you never try To forget your past and simply be mine I dare you to let me be your, your one and only Promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms So come on and give me a chance To prove I am the one who can walk that mile Until the end starts If I've been on your mind, you hang on every word I say Lose yourself in time at the mention of my name Will I ever know how it feels to hold you close And have you tell me whichever road I choose you'll go I know it ain't easy giving up your heart I know it ain't easy giving up your heart Nobody's perfect (I know it ain't easy giving up your heart) Trust me, I've learned it Nobody&#

hey finally I could watch Perahu Kertas. and what i can say after reading the book and watching the movie is that.... I  ' h a t e '  K u g y jalan kita mungkin berputar, tapi suatu saat, entah kapan, kita pasti punya kesempatan jadi diri kita sendiri :)  (Perahu Kertas)

Jika kalian sering menemukanku menyuarakan tentang "keluar dari zona nyaman dan hadapi tantangan" ya I do like it. i do like to challenge myself to leave my comfort zone. Dan jika ada dari kalian yang menjadikannya sebuah senjata untuk menyerangku balik, that's fine. Tapi ada satu dua hal yang kalian harus mengerti tentang apa yang kumaksud dengan challenge di sini. well, I bet everyone knows what challenge means. Tantangan. But what I meant in every word I said about it wasnt that limited. tantanglah diri kita untuk menemukan hal yang baru . tentu hal yang baru di sini bukan dalam artian negatif. bukan juga untuk hal yang useless dan unimportant. nuffsaid . realistis if there's someone who challenges you to do something which you-get-nothing-from-it, will you still do it? be realistic. priority Im not good at this part. However, this challenge-thingy should be based on our priority. jika ada hal lain yang lebih penting dan harus dilakukan ter

It hadn't been a month, but losing her still hurts. Im gonna miss our silly and unimportant conversations, your laughter, our short yet unforgettable togetherness. Fight for your dream there, Del. See you at the top :') dear you, Alia Rizki Fadhillah

when you know that you've been changing a lot and you suddenly miss the old you, but she can't come back when you try to force yourself doing something for other people sake when you know that what you're doing is kinda hard but you still want to do it when you realize that your advice to a friend is happening to you know, but you can do nothing when everything feels so wrong.... I just wanna go to nowhere, where no one can find me.

I just don't easily fall for someone.... “but when you do, that someone is too far to reach”. Yeah, that’s the fact. And this fact happens again. Well, Im not falling for him. Im just adoring. Thats what I can say. I find myself challenged to secretly adore a person who cant easily be reached. Its not because he isn’t single anymore, but its because he’s struggling and he wants to focus. Its challenging you know? But I hope I can reach him someday, indeed.  I wont do anything for him now. I dont need to, and he doesnt deserve yet. What I need to focus at now is studying. So you, please Remind Me If I forget   :)

Jengah kulihat rangkaian kata, rentetan peristiwa dalam ilusi Memperindah asa, mematikan hati Aku benci sunyi Aku tak ingin mati Jika mati adalah sunyi, maka aku akan jadi sang dewi Mencari embun tuk hidupkan nadi Sunyi adalah hitam Sepi adalah pekat Maka kulihat sebaris semut memburu madu Apa perlu kutawarkan madu itu agar mereka sepi? Tapi aku bosan sepi Aku ingin mereka teriak Pecahkan rongga hati yang lama membeku Sunyi, sepi, adalah seni Hanya ia dan pemiliknya kan mengerti

Life. Losing people. Finding them. Hidup tak pernah statis. Jika pernah terdengar bahwa hidup itu datar, itu hanya karena kebosanan sedang menyelimuti hidup itu sendiri. Manusia kehilangan, manusia mendapatkan. Aku berpisah dengan keluarga SMAku, aku bertemu dengan teman-teman baru –dan juga teman lama yang belum pernah kutemui— di sini, in this big city. And lemme choose a word to describe how it feels...nanonano. Di satu sisi, sungguh sedih karena merindukan mereka, di sisi lain, sangat bahagia bertemu dengan mereka. Thats life. I’ve been worrying many things. Can I adapt to this new environment? Will they like me? Surabaya. Ya Surabaya. It aint same with Banyuwangi. And what Im worrying the most is If Im influenced by them . I hold tight myself and what I have inside. I’ll still be me no matter what. Its fine to have so many friends with different personalities, it is so interesting indeed. But I have to keep myself. I have to keep my personality, dont I? :) Here the problem i

I was home for these 7 days, but I havent even touched the boxes-containing my SHS memories a.k.a books-in my room. Finally, today, after fighting against my ego (weits), I decided to kick them from my room haha :D Firstly, *kayak procedure text aja*aku ngerapiin barang-barang SD SMPku nih. And I coincidentally, found these unyu unyu pictures. Check them out :D pipinya loh :3 adekku unyu maksimal :3 Fahrizal Azi Ferdiansyah :) oooppps :p *fotonya udah rusak sih-_- me. so innocent :p mirip kan yaa? :p

We left dormitory on Saturday, June 16th, and we left Bali on Tuesday, June 19. Check what we did there :D in the middle of ocean *lebai mah :p Kuta Beach :D with Lutfi :) Tanah Lot Beach... taken by me. sedikit diedit sih ._.v with Adhepluk ;) Pulau Penyu... Farewell Party :D before the party gantengganteng :D cantekcantek :D with Firdha :) with Seza :) with Rayo :) *aku tinggian yaa, tumben :p Panitia :D Museum Rudana... SMA Bali Mandara (Sampoerna Academy)...

June 2nd, 2012. Kartika Graha Hotel’s Ballroom. Wearing those togas. We were graduated :’D the flags :) Choir Team with BFF :) my time :) *sayangnya Im closing my eyes-_- with Beloved Family :) The night after graduation, we had Gala Dinner with donor team at Inggil :3 boyband haha :p they are the important persons with Ema and Kiwi waiting for the food :3  Photos by: MAXX Studio, Rinda M.W, Desi

May 24 was a PHP day. May 26 is an unforgettable day. Yeeaaah alhamdulillah siswa-siswi SMAN 10 Malang Sampoerna Academy 1st batch LULUS 100%. Congratulations for us J Those seven-months-struggle was not useless. Here we are. With beloved house, RHINO   :) with classmates,  SAPI   :) FYI, he is ANGGA KHOIRUL IMAM.  The one who got the best UAN score in Malang. He’s kewl :D  So....bye high-school-days. Bye high-school-uniform..... :’) no konvoi, no corat-coret-seragam. Kita sudah disediakan sebuah kain putih bersih buat sarana corat-coret. It’s totally safe :D welcome to the next level, next struggle. Fight for SNMPTN 2012. See ya, ITB. We’ll meet this July :) aamiin

Her birthday was on May 17. Me and Embong, a.k.a Ema (the other congpret ), had no idea about what we should do actually. But thanks God, You gave us brains to think :) we decided to MAKE A SOCK DOLL. Its still me, thata, would MAKE A DOLL. What a miracle :p We chose a cute cow as the model.....and taaarraaa we made it in twenty-four-hours only (more or less laaah). Thanks to Alin anyway, as our teacher :) how cute :3 me and the cow :) Here she is, with the “cake” :p wish you all the best, Rinda :)

Im so sorry for letting this blog out-of-dated. I’ve been busy spending my quality time—lovely senior high days—with my SHS friends. And now, I’ve just left my lovely dormitory, Malang, and them :’) It hasnt been a week, but I’ve been missing them so badly :’( So lemme tell you my lovely-amazing-unforgettable experiences during my absence in this blog :D checkthemout p.s.: some of them has been written long time ag o , but I just had time to post it now. Sorry.

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Cerita ini berawal  dari sebuah keputusasaan seorang gadis abege. Mencoba mengisi kesepian dengan harapan, yang akhirnya tak pernah terbalaskan. Harapan pertama, memberikan sebuah sinyal, harapan yang lain datang. Saat seluruh harapan itu terakumulasi, sebuah sentilan dahsyat mengubahnya menjadi kepingan-kepingan tak berbentuk. Begitu pula dengan harapan kedua, ketiga. Nihil. Ia sempat ingin menghentikan semua harapan yang mungkin terbalaskan. Mencoba meraih harapan yang terlihat tak mungkin ia raih. Tertatih, memaksakan kehendak kepada dirinya untuk mulai berharap pada seseorang yang tak nyata. Seseorang yang tak mungkin ia raih. Ia yakin harapan itu tak akan menyakitinya, tak akan membawa harapan kosong lain. Sungguh yakin. Gadis itu mulai menjalani hidupnya dengan harapan baru, mulai menumbuhkannya perlahan. Ia tak benar-benar berharap, ia tak benar-benar ingin, ia tak benar-benar jatuh cinta. Tak mungkin manusia normal mencintai seseorang yang tak pernah ia kenal. Gelomba

My House is my family   J I love Rhino. We've just taken some photos for Year Book. Check this out  J Photos by: Ekki Permana Location: SMAN 10 Malang Sampoerna Academy Kampus 2, Tlogowaru

Hai fellas. Long time no post new entries  J No twitter, no blogger, meet books only *aww lebay sih. Well, SHS is almost over. After fighting for National Exams for 4 days, I finally got my freedom back yeyeye :D perjuangan belum berakhir memang, SNMPTN masih menanti. Fight for ITB *bawa pom pom* :D So lemme update what I was doing during my absence in your life *weits~ This is it.... LAST DAYS WEARING UNIFORM... Melewati tiap hari bersama 23 anak hebat selama dua tahun terakhir. Tawa, tangis, suka, duka, ribuan cerita telah kubagi bersama mereka. Dan rasanya sungguh berat untuk mengucap pisah. Tapi itu harus :') We're Watching DUA DUNIA :D That Chair, Where I Used to Sit, with Them, BFF SAPI (XII IPA 1) *entah kenapa aku menutupi wajahku* Di Kampus 1 SMAN 10 Malang Sampoerna Academy, Sawojajar. Maaf-maafan :') Before.... Siswa-siswi Kelas XII Mohon Maaf dan Doa pada Bapak/Ibu Guru On the last Friday at school.